As you may, or may not have noticed, a lot of the posts here have been removed. This is mainly because this site was originally going to be for my music. But that doesn’t really seem to have progressed into anything tangeable. So I’m in limbo at the moment, trying to decide what’s best to do with the site. Whether to just let things expire in a month or two, and go back to using something like gmail or yahoo for my private mails, rather than having my own domain and email account. I don’t use it, and I’m sure I could find a better use for the money. I think I’m slowly coming to the realisation that my music is never going to come to anything, none of it is ever going to get finished. The more I push, the further away I get. The harder I push to do things musically, the harder it gets to do anything. And so I can take a hint. I get it. Finally. It took a good number of years. Maybe I’m just slow on the uptake. I suppose also it’s kind of a hard pill to swallow, knowing that your only real talent, the one thing you love doing, is still a world away from being even average. So I think it’s almost time. I think this time when it goes, it’s over for good. My time can be better spent doing things that actually need doing. I guess we only come this way once, so I really shouldn’t be wasting time on things that don’t provide any value. I think that’s the decision made then…..